Transcendence Within - my experience with a psychic medium
- Gina J.
- Nov 28, 2018
- 6 min read
DISCLAIMER:
THE THOUGHTS EXPRESSED IN THIS POST ARE SOLELY MY OWN, AND WRITTEN ON MY OWN ACCORD. IF YOU DO NOT ALIGN YOURSELF WITH BELIEFS OF THE AFTERLIFE, ENERGY HEALING OR BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF MEDIUMSHIP, PLEASE DO NOT FEEL THE NEED TO READ, COMMENT, OR MOCK THOSE THAT DO, INCLUDING MYSELF AND CONTINUE SCROLLING
TRANSCENDENT
[tran-sen-duh nt]
adjective
1. going beyond ordinary limits; surpassing; exceeding.
2. superior or supreme.
3. Theology . (of the Deity) transcending the universe, time, etc.
The idea of being transcendent, becoming enlightened, and overcoming your own demons is tantalizing, it’s fantastic, and it’s one that we as humans strive for without even knowing we are in some cases. We are constantly trying to go above and beyond with new technologies, with new capabilities to share information, and to surpass the expected. This is true in many aspects of life, your career, friendships, and health to name a few. But, what we don’t realize is that this happens within OURSELVES daily. And sometimes we need a little help doing so, we need some guidance to get us to the other side of our limitations and fears.
Now, if you’ve read my open letter to my deceased father, you know that this has actually been an internal struggle of mine for just over ten years now. The fear that I have to forge relationships without expressing my love and appreciation of that person, my insecurities when it comes to trusting that things DO last, my cautiousness when it comes to alcohol, and my constant battles with addictive personalities being genetically present in my own life. These pester me daily, but a little more deeply-seeded than those is the sadness I carry involving my father’s death. Without going in to too much detail, it was sudden, and I was in the mindset that I was “better than he was,” so I wasn’t close with my father, definitely not close enough to have said good bye or even know he was sick. Just years before I would express my hatred for him, for his addiction, for what he put my mother and I through, and blame him for what I was. All of this was totally unjust and the result of an teen full of angst who didn’t quite yet have any humbling experiences to knock them down a peg or two. Losing my father WAS that experience. I was helpless, and it truly was one of those instances where you cannot take back words that were said, you can’t deny actions or lack thereof, and you most certainly cannot live for the memories you had, when you didn’t have any. That pain is what’s been blocking my energy for what seems like an eternity, and I needed help getting on the other side of that.
Enter Colleen Feeney-Dyer, the medium who helped me do just that…
Now, I’m sure you think I’m crazy, and that mediums are all hoaxes and just really good at accessing social media profiles, and googling people, and of course LOTS are like that, but not Colleen. She truly connected with me as a person, and my father.
My experience was nothing short of amazing, and I truly had NO expectations of what would, should or could have happened, I was borderline skeptical because I know how easy it is to just look people up on Facebook, and dig up old dirt, I do it for my besties new boyfriends all.the.time. #noshameinmygame I actually only ever got to experience this because my mother bought me a session for my birthday, and I was fortunate enough to share this experience with her too. Walking in I was nervous, I wasn’t sure if anyone would come through, I wasn’t sure what to say, what NOT to say, or whether she could sense my tension. From the very first contact, Colleen was welcoming and you could sense the warm energy she possesses and the aroma of sage and patchouli was one of the most comforting things to me in that moment. She made sure we were comfortable in her studio, offering to record the session for us and reassuring us it would be worth it to have those memories, and then all of a sudden the energy in the room shifted, and we all felt it. It was almost overwhelming, and it wasn’t a sadness, but more of a yearning feeling, which she mentioned was those who had passed on “at the door” waiting to come through with the messages they’d been holding onto. It was at this moment I also felt a sense of wholeness and relief, something that I hadn’t felt in years, and she started asking if I knew anyone close to me who’d passed with a “drinker’s hand,” and at this moment my heart stopped and my breath drew short, I knew it was my father. And then with ever passing moment that she’d be relaying messages, and confirming information, and switching between those who’d passed in my mother’s life and mine, he would continue to come through. It was an overly emotional experience and about 20 minutes through I had to stop trying to fight the tears back and just let myself cry, this was exactly what my soul needed. Mind you, she was saying things regarding my father that no one could possibly know, and things I never mentioned in ANY post on social media or anywhere on the interwebs, and really only told close friends regarding his passing and she even knew things regarding people who had passed that connected with my Mother. That’s an entirely different level of accuracy, but apparently my father was hogging the doorway, as she put it, so that my mother’s spiritual connections kept getting quieted. She’d mentioned the troubling thoughts I had as an adolescent regarding my father, and how he knew about them, and how he will always be there for my daughters and I. She’d mentioned how he had visited the girls (which I remember those times vividly) and how odd things had been happening in our house, and the light in our Santa (that he bought my Mother that we now have) would always blow out before Christmas, and in turn never stay lit because he was “blowing out the candles.” But importantly she had told me how he FORGAVE ME and wanted me to know any self-doubt I had, to forget it, and go on with life confidently. There were just SO many things that truly hit their mark in my heart, it was overwhelming, but it was also the most connected I’d ever felt to my father in decades. This is what my soul needed, this is what brought me to the other side of grief, relief. I had truly transcended my self-doubt, grief, and emptiness with her guidance and spiritual connection, seemingly fitting for her business name.
There was a LOT said, and a lot that happened within our hour time frame, and I am so thankful she urged us to record it, because I find myself referring to bits and pieces of it constantly. Not once did I feel like she was fraudulent, or just really good at FB stalking or googling anything. The delivery of these messages was so sporadic, off the cuff, and each mark she hit on was too straight forward to have been rehearsed. I left her studio feeling healed, and she too could sense the energy shift. She is VERY knowledgeable and has a great gift, that most likely brings healing and transcendence to many.
I would 100% recommend a medium reading to anyone, even if they don’t have family or friends that have passed on, just the energy shift and gift of connection that Colleen truly has is awe-inspiring and I have zero doubt that she could change the minds of any skeptic. Her ability to FEEL the emotions of her clients, and anyone who’s passed is remarkable, and because of her talent and ability, I now have peace within my soul regarding the passing of my father. I can’t explain (which isn’t helpful at all for a blog post) the shift in myself quite yet, but she did recommend meditation to help with those feelings and to get to know my energy so I can handle those “lost” feelings I sometimes get, as well as warned me that I might become more emotional and attuned to things after the reading, which I was. I felt everything, joy, sadness, anger, resentment, even felt the need to go on an eating binge (which I haven’t done in FOREVER). It was like I was feeling the emotions of my father. Those feelings subsided after about a week. It is because of Colleen that I am able to do things a little more confidently now, and with a little more assurance knowing my angels have my back. She is professional yet casual, personable, and yet SO, so talented when it comes to energy work.
If you’re looking for something to heal your soul, cleanse yourself of negative energies, or connect with anyone on the other side, do yourself a favor and book a reading at Transcendence Within in I HIGHLY recommend Colleen her gift is truly remarkable!
Her information is below, and I’ve linked her FB page, PLEASE do yourself this favor and reach out, you will NOT regret it.
Colleen Feeney-Dyer
(207) 651-4410
xo, Gina
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